Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Forty-fourth chapter,

 Him: a hobby? of cooking, it was calculated to others, it was observing the stars with a telescope, it was raising small animals, some running, some paint, some people play chess, some trance, some people watch TV, some cranky, some people collect stockings, was playing computer games,UGG shoes, it was listening to music. and you, choose this approach as usual hobby? br> me: less. The vast majority are healthy, at least on a very healthy lifestyle. are likely to also experience beauty. but also very healthy, beautiful kind of enough to live comfortably. because every day people who struggle for daily life, not the mind and the energy to run. running more than good, they could meet and prosperous, and healthy beauty. If the efforts to pursue the case, is likely to marry the woman, imagine you are running, are healthy, then you were born child's body also must be very good. because of your healthy lifestyle will bring him. so that you have a healthy prosperous life, your children must also be a healthy body, while your attention, will continue to be healthy. Why do you do not run it? So far, about 2 hours faster, and I basically had no spade, all he said. And he will say a lot, no matter where extended to the topic, he always said lot.

me: assumptions. a topic you and I do not like, then we have to say no to fall into an awkward silence. with a very popular argument is that an angel flew over time. is not what we two winged things flying do not know. If you say you see, then I think you are admitted to hospital soon. You wear a gown I certainly did not look good, because the size tall man wearing a gown is too conspicuous, the color of that very old dressed in a striped gown may not be a problem, if dressed in how to see how awkward it will. You wear this gown with me all day saying things that fly with wings, but I think you worse than my disease, so you tell I will ignore the content. because you are crazy, I was relatively light some of the crazy conditions, by that time we two to nothing out of conversation. So now I'm thinking as I assume the better. would not it?

me: br>
me: need the kind of process it, otherwise you can right? You have no right to interfere with me to think so. a doctor of that I still belong to the whole of optimism, but how optimistic people in the mental hospital? This seems paradox. optimist is not what can be figured will drill horns, many people would think so, right? in fact not, a mental patient is not judged by optimism, by others to judge. I forgot how to determine the specific, but always after someone made the point many people wrote: is this. So a person is judged to be a mental illness. whether that person is not optimistic. So many people are wrong, that people would take things too hard too mentally ill, take to heart the people do not have mental illness . But to me there are many take to heart the mentally ill,UGG boots, very take to heart. greedy that eat meat and even kill their own children to eat meat no problem, it is take to heart. because they had no children, but later had, it is now we are not, eat. eat eat the chanting, not the original anyway. just lost it. emotional problems is not necessary ... ... . , then for some purpose to kill? say that all of the killers only kill for some purpose. or you will say to the interests of a majority of the people to kill? that the most populous country is now India, right? that India can casually kill people in other countries? population really take advantage of Hey! Now you also insist that killing is wrong, then you should reject all of the killing methods and motives. We see from space Earth has no borders, but we actually have many, many frontiers, for the country and the nation went to kill? and those who can kill people, go kill, with the name of their country to kill, and to achieve a certain goal. Why so? because people like that. with very powerful weapons will feel great, really great is it? just have nothing more powerful weapons. But do not mistake powerful weapons, it will not voluntarily the kill, and kill people, always always have reasons. this is right? people of other countries that such a view, that you still do wrong. So the concept of right or wrong to kill in the end is not your decision , but the decision in your group. Your group gives you the right to kill, and you can kill. does not give you the right to kill, you kill is to be punished. because you do not have a license to kill. >
me: You are the kind of people make things complicated. What you have to give an excuse, as I said, like murder, that is an excuse. But the excuse is an excuse, not the reason. you always explain this, explain that . explain the fact to cover up. real explanation without explanation. You do not have to explain to eat, you drink do not explain, because you need to, that is the reason. but your goal is to live. Why? kind of question, in fact, you do not want to . I would think, so to simplify things, I want to understand why I alive, all right, what I do will be very simple, because the purpose is I'm alive. But you put these issues aside, thinking is alive how can we better, but why live, do not know.

(by the word limit, this to be continued)

me: br>
him: longevity, ah, can not say one hundred percent, but this is definitely the majority. But is it really that to make them satisfied? definitely not, why? because of this meet, there will be new demands. If this is satisfied, it will not there is more demand. You can say it is the evolution to demand higher standards, but it still fills an excuse, no excuse. you are very satisfied to eat, and eat it stays, even the best food you will not great interest. you're thirsty, drink enough,UGG boots clearance, it stays very satisfied to drink, you will not find anything else thinking about going to irrigation, because you meet. You want to say greed is the root of all you? the money will want a big house. you have a larger house will want a good car, you will want to have a good car beauty. then you will want to have a beautiful position. then you will want to have a status of fame. you With the fame will then want to right. You will want to have power after the honor.'ll want to after you have honor immortalized. You will then immortalized the life you want to see their endless immortalized. So you see, you satisfied, you have been, you will be satisfied with the decision of their own die? I'm afraid not, who knows what you thought of coming. that you get, you really are, you is not going away, you will endless want more. But those who really what you want? not necessarily right? you want so much, I just want to know why to live, I'll be here. So who is the real Problem? Do I have to like you are crazy, I can not here? In fact, this is the normal place of residence, is all you crazy confused. But I feel very good, at least not go out with you crazy mixed together, to Finally, is not clear why live.

me: , then you are just assuming that what I said. . right? police force there are still scum of it. culprit there is also a conscience of it. Japanese there is a traitor it. a stick and killed is the extreme right? to find confirmation of his original career again: psychiatric physicians. Children do not know how happened, my mind to emerge quip: rogue the martial arts, who can not hold back.

me: me: . I tried to get rid of the idea that is not normal, I take the initiative to psychological adjustment, leave. so I feel I am free when I come back to work, but this time only to find the original I think that part is not normal, in fact the true nature. but until covered by an illusion. I puzzled for a long time: Could it be that I was originally a mental patient? covered with some appearance of something, and now the disease? I finally get to know the original so-called normal concept, are you guys crazy and gave me, and I turned out to be normal, be your excuse to do a who is not normal. The results I have lot of thought, which decided to stay in a real face, no longer with you guys crazy people booing the. Here, I feel very satisfied.

I remember that come before the hypnotist friend to his evaluation: is a very simple man.
He smiled lightly: : childhood was asked to large. never heard of the name: strange sounds when read as Later, I specifically checked and can be regarded as an ancient name, and very characteristic. But do not blame other people, conversations, facial expressions, behavior, manners are a touch of the kind of feeling, thought it was love at first sight Yes to ignore it. It is not.

me: not explained. will provide information to the spirit of the expert to do - assuming valuable words. He bowed his head smiled.

me: > To tell the truth, his last sentence, it is rather refreshing to me.

him: : > me: You know have counted a lot in. br> him: be antiques, and there are at least several hundred years old. Those are the well-known for. or hung on a root stump, this be considered totem. The police laughed. > me:
him: I will tell you some more. Whenever this time, I would be very grateful to their own interests, complex surface, although there are few specialized, but some particular time, can always find a common topic, with the sense of identity, it is easier to handle - such as now.

him: what? no good, no need to lie. >
me: , 4-year-old died; my grandfather was an only child, I was too grandfather also an only child, count up, basically it. Up to two children, but the last blood heritage, only one or the other no later died. But no matter what hurried retreat of the dynasty, the blood can survive this one. is this. : . and to my mind one thing: his death, the skull to stay behind to make the skin to peel a few pages of books, use my blood to write. ... Why? the rules. It makes me feel a bit scary how much.

me: can also be sent to the crematorium? Do you live in the city ah? or parking morgue, it is the families of their choice. crematorium Although the death certificate to be issued, but no one keeps you out of the car accident or something else to die, basically no one to ask, do not control. understand ? what to say.

him: To be continued)

me: the kind of religion, how much a little weird. I say that you do not mind, because this is my true feelings. I will not speak to outsiders. Perhaps you will feel very strange and even weird, but we - the shaman is to do so. Throughout history, regime change not affect us, like you said, this is a very primitive native religion. So we will be more enough to keep this tradition intact. I am in the social identity of the textile machinery engineers, my personal identity is the shaman. I have two friends, also the shaman's personal identity, but also family friend, and even one woman, so what? weird? mentally ill? skull Ye Hao, back skin Ye Hao, handwritten suicide note have my father to testify. We do not harm anything, as some people believe that finding me, I did everything for free. It is a grateful, grateful for what? because they believe it. I do not jump great God, do not go and get some strange trick of lying, does not depend on this to make money , not even telling people how to do it, of course, is not allowed to tell others, can only be passed to their offspring. because of the curse is to bear our own, and you say This is fate Ye Hao, Ye Hao said that it was crazy, we passed down from generation to generation is so far also do so. Shamans do not fight for social status, because after all, this well-developed science and technology era, and we were also actively involved in the community, but we always remember their own identity: Shaman. No problem, you can question. just like a very tough battle was the same letter. For those who, as a shaman without any evaluation, because it is not our thing, the shaman will not warn you took what you believe does not believe in anything, that is your right, and the shaman has nothing to do. And I actually wind and thunder on the sky the earth the worship of fire and water do not affect my understanding of the mechanical and physical organic chemistry, I do not think that conflict. Those interested have to find you want to learn? Shaman do not treat these obligations carried forward, right? this fresh Bale. and even the really sincere, I would ignore his request. because the shaman as a shoulder, for the ancestors of the will of the shoulder, not a fun and interesting things. My ancestors who bear the family commitment, and passed on to me, I will continue to carry forward the majority rather than the form of the so-called ruin my hand, I do not want to be a cult used. He said a lot of basic things that are unknown - unless you study this in the. I found him with a very pure temperament, the kind of strong and pure temperament. The kind of temperament I have seen in books, in reality, rare. He adhered to a few thousand years ago, something has continued to the present. That is, the eyes of many people: stubborn, ill.

can I'd feel sick that these stubborn people, with their insistence that we can understand that history and those that happened in the past. And all the fields in the current order with the current achievements. If only because history is not recorded in the books in the human heart, sooner or later become a legend. Do not fight with me these facts before us. Cuneiform of ancient Egypt, the ancient Indian Sanskrit word Maya civilization, three-dimensional structure, although there, but few people can understand. Otherwise, just know that Maya writing over two hundred people who will not be called experts. Mr.

the strange, and later was released. Of course, this is not my credit record. Once I looked for him, but he would not say more, I also gave up the contact TIPS.

but I really want to see for those ancient totems of wood, and hand touch it. When the hands touch above, I will close my eyes feel good, feel that the charm of quiet years, and it may be confused, or brilliant, or Xurong Yao, perhaps shame, perhaps bloody past, there was standing in the this land, those thousands of years ago the empire.

apologize
something more recent, and sometimes will come back relatively late, and I did not want to directly send a draft of his hand up - that is too fool thing out. Therefore, the update is also a slight lag, very sorry.

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Tata's death forty-sixth chapter, . The second time to see her when the angle of reduction in hospital beds. The third time to see her, she crouched in a corner under the table. So the third time, I simply have sat cross-legged under the table. As it has been not expect to sit with her face to face serious the.

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